Friday, September 14, 2007

Home, day 2

Still a lot of pain and no way I lay is comfortable. I cant lay on my back because it makes my throat close from all the swelling and I cant breathe, but when I lay on my sides my hips start to hurt so bad. My face is even bigger today, I didnt think that was possible and whenever I look in the mirror I feel disgusted with myself. I feel very discouraged today and I just dont know how I am going to get through this. I am so of tired of hurting.

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6 comments:

Shannon said...

I'm sorry you're in so much pain, Tina. I hope it gets better soon. You will get through this like you have everything else. You are much stronger than you realize.

Shannon said...

I've just been thinking. If you don't have good pain control you should have Chris call your doc. He can change your meds to help get you on top of the pain and keep you on top. Six hours is a really long time in between doses.

Kasey said...

I'm so sorry hon, I agree with Shannon, you should have Chris call the doc. That's a REALLY long time to wait if you are in pain.

Stacey said...

I wanted too share something my Chris said to me about you.
"She's very brave. Most people will never understand how much courage it takes to go through with that. They simply think that she only has the one option. They'll never understand that its much more complex than that."

Tina, your strength and bravery are seen by people who know you and those who just hear about you from those of us who love you. That is how you are going to get through this, with your own strength and the love of all of those around you.

And have Chris talk to your doctor. You shouldn't have to wait that long between pain medication.

Jonda, Jason & Jack said...

Hope you called the Dr. and I hope you get some pain relief. I can't imagine how hard it is for you right now but I KNOW you will get through this AND be better for it. Hugs.

Anonymous said...

Hi, TINA I can't express how bad I feel for your horrible plight due to this seamingly uncureable afliction that I too suffer with 24*7.. But I concider you a tropper , dos'ent help the pain I hope it pumps you up a little I hav'ent gotten as far as you and probley never will . So I will keep reading your blog because it pumps me up ! take care ,,Donna