Eww

It seems I have developed a keloid where my incision on my neck closed up. I am not sure how I feel about this. One is it's one more disgusting thing about my appearance that I have to accept, and two, I have hopes it will shrink and maybe even go away but there's nothing I can do to make it go away by crying about it *sigh. It just feels like theres always something new to worry about and deal with, but such is the nature of dealing with an ameloblastoma. Will it ever end?

Here's a picture of it, I feel like I should name it since its so big.